Life is a Bitch.

Saturday, January 29, 2005'♥

feeling so so so down..
but who cares...
things seems to be going a diff. wae
y is it so...
over-spent ytd.
gotta spend my weekend rotting awae at home.
*sulk* tats real miserable enuff.
i mean how cld i stay home without gg out at all!!!
im e kind who juz carn stay home 4 da whole dae.wats more..for 2 daes.
its juz lyk some kinda fucking torture 4 mi
everybody will b enjoying themselves out dere...n me? =(
but no one bothers.no one cares.
had a dream last nite.
kinda sweet at da very beginning...yet it turned bitter in e end.
will every single tingy in e dream comes true..?
will it rly happen to us one dae...?
i wonder...i felt so lost when i woke up
coz my dreams alwaz do come true.good or bad.
sorri 4 throwing tantrums n showing att. for no good reasons.
dun bother asking mi abt da dream.im saying nothing.
dun remind mi of it n'more.i wana 4get bout it.
i'm feeling real down...i wana go out...i wan to!
i wana smile i wana laugh.but deres no reason 4 mi to do so.
it sucks.but once again..who cares..
no one bothers.it hurts..

Zombie@1/29/2005 01:57:00 PM

.HERSELF.

__.x.__natalie__.x.__
__.x.__2nd June__.x.__
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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings

.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips